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[30 Jan 2006|01:24am] |
I'M GONE
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| WHY WON'T YOU COME OVER HERE WE GOT A CITY TO LOVE |
[28 Jan 2006|10:40pm] |
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i'm wondering where the other side of me went. the more hopeful more shiny more happy more brilliant more funky more spunky more mad,rad more awesome one with the radicalmiracleclavicles. she sort of died a while back. i'm sick of twisting myself up because of sick kids who don't know a thing. find me boys with brains and broken hearts. you are not worth all my hurting. appropriately enough this is the new year, according to the moon, so carpe noctem i'll be listening to lots of loud music and forgetting about all this shit.
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[28 Jan 2006|05:15pm] |
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i'm pissed off.
yesterday we had a great time at nanxiao and lunch with jiayi and then we went to rachel's and did history, watched a very long engagement which was totally heartbreaking. then we went to town and i found a dress i like. today i bought two tops and had lunch with ying and clem. then came back. thanks yi for the shopping money. my mum's pissed at me, yi's pissed at me, i'm pissed at myself too. it's a very nice cny eve. can't wait for reunion dinner i wanna see the cousins. i ate xiaolongbaos but i don't still really glad about it now. my mum thinks long-sleeved tops = die in singapore climate, yet everytime i go out in a tank she tells me to wear a jacket or i'll be cold. eff.
yeah. ugh.
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| WHITE SHOES |
[26 Jan 2006|07:17pm] |
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so tomorrow i'm going to town in the morning to meet the beijing-ers and then get mani/pedi and then go over at rachel's house to do history and stuff. YEAH. i had a bacon sandwich and dark chocolate icecream at venezia just now. yay! like awesome! but the girl at the counter is horrible. i came home alone just now and tanned a bit. at least i look healthier. greatness.
SO CUTE!!! CANDY WRAPPER HANDBAGS, OMG
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[25 Jan 2006|09:39pm] |
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i'm terrible. i lost one side of the earrings i bought on monday. I'M SO STUPID i can't believe it. i've already lost so many things this year, ughhhhhhhhh. anyway today was stupid. tomorrow we have half a day of lessons and then celebrations, and no school on friday. AHAHAHAHA too bad everyone else. i am freaking trying to be a good kid, but things like losing stuff and getting bored in class ruin my flow.
MY EAR IS BLEEEEEEEEEEDING
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[23 Jan 2006|08:28pm] |
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bought earrings today. and i ate so much, ugggh. we spent forever in topshop, and i discovered my giftcard actually had $20 so yeah that's nice. i am VERY and ONLY INTERESTED in DRESSES right now. formal dinner in march sighhhhhhhh. and i have no idea what i'll be wearing for cny. NO NEW CLOTHES. THAT SUCKS.
today we did lots of little paper mandarin oranges, and after school i did hamper with sam and cheryl:D aha. our class is great la. and HISTORY WAS DAMN FUN. I LOVE MRS KWAN! i flunked the quiz, not very nice. we burst out laughing when we saw the quiz, everyone was freaking out over nothing it was SO EASY! but i still didn't know a lot of stuff. hahaha.
i hope wy's happy he got his money back. sheesh friends huh.
CAN'T WAIT FOR THE WEEKEND~
plans:
mani+pedi, with ying
movies(or something), with rach
beach, with ying
DRESS/stuff SHOPPING, with sisters/clem
the family visits and stuff
hanging out with COUSINS!
yay. i have no homework to do. the rocket summer's tv family is stuck in my head.
just a calendar day
it's funny how things can stay the same
or drastically change
some things seem so close on some days but still so far away
don't know the right things to do
in fact i don't have a clue sometimes i feel like a tool
and i wanna be truthfully true to
do all the things that you do
but when i hate everything about the mean things that i say
it feels like i mess up so much and i can only say
"i hate everything about my ways"
but you tell me i'm okay
and one day, one day i know you'll say, you'll say
"b i'm so glad you made it"
"oh well Jesus thank you so much for saying that"
'cause the truth you know is that i have just been
hating so many things i do
but now i realize forever that you're my friend
no matter what you will never leave me to fend
i don't know much but i know we will be
as happy as a 1950's tv family
except times infinity
two calendar days
and still my life is the same
and other people's have changed
i wonder what if i'm too late
all the times that i said i would just wait?
and yeah does anyone care
about us here or anywhere
well i just want to try and dare
to be there, to care cause i know, i know that's rare
a family that i will be in
a family it's just not pretend
a family that i will be in, a family
i don't know much but i know we will be
happy as a 1950's tv family
except times infinity
just a calendar day.
( hm? )
edit,
*franz ferdinand 16feb BOOHOO
*oasis 23feb
*west side story, 7apr onwards
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[22 Jan 2006|05:32pm] |
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this nice lady picked me up when i was running in the rain home and sent me to my block. (: i didn't sit with my cell today i sat with rachel's. i don't feel really good right now. history test tomorrow.
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[21 Jan 2006|03:59pm] |
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i think having a twin is why i'm such a brat about being abandoned/treated like i don't matter, i am too used to having the best company around. i don't deal well with being alone. not at all.
and if it's true
baby i'm the one in love with you
and i guess that i've been all my life
and i know and i'll try
and i love you more than those other guys
cause you mean the world to me
you're exactly what i need
baby i'm waiting for you to stop shaking and come closer to me
my love and protection my love and devotion
covered the spread won the bets
and now i'm the one who won your heart
and i hope that you'll always be mine
cause our love is for all time
aand trust of a virtue i'll never desert you
or leave you behind
forever and ever yeah we'll be together
together we'll be we'll be
and if it's true baby i'm the one in love with you
and i swear that i've been all my life
covered the spread won the bets
baby i'm the one that won your heart
and i know
and if it's true and if it's true
and if it's true
edit,
once again on the topic of best company. went for supper with rachel and ying after the dance concert at holland v, we talked a lot and it was great. bffaes!
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| very good karma |
[20 Jan 2006|10:37pm] |
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the pieces we're playing this year are great but our sound doesn't match up. sigh. it's the weekend! ahhhh. we did the board at the back of the classroom after school. it looks cute. ahahaha. i'm quite happy doing stuff like that. i slept earlier last night, guess i fell asleep around 1(usually it's 2+) but i was still damn tired. arghhh. hat full of stars tomorrow(:
i just watched dot the i. it's one of the best movies ever, seriously crazy but yeah. awesome.
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| bitch, please |
[19 Jan 2006|08:39pm] |
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daphne loves derby, heartbreak for six seasons |
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i'm pretty well. tomorrow's gonna be a great mathless day! i'm planning to sleep at 10 tonight, :D ohh i'm bored. GRACES dress shopping round 1 this weekend around the city, i'm figuring out my route ahaha it's quite exciting! sectionals today were not bad. i'm very, very very proud of mel and i think she really can play her solo in fotg well enough to make everyone cry with practise. and i love hearing chords in the section when we play. my lungs are failing me though, i need to run again!
RACHEL, please let ying and i know asap if you're okay. we're terribly worried. ): my bffae is in hospital, she's got severe pains in her right abdomen. i am praying real hard that she'll be alright.
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[18 Jan 2006|09:52pm] |
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I LOVE MR INGHAM'S TUITION, SRSLY WITH ALL MY HEART AND SOUL. in two hours i got EVERYTHING about log. i'm so pissed i wish he was my math teacher! then i wouldn't be so stupid! I LOVEEEEEEE TUITION. AND MATH. OMGGGG! he is so much better than mrs lim!
so i'm HAPPY NOW, cause of math(yeah imma nerd) besides that today's school sucked like crap. i'm damn sorry to laoshi for being a really disrespectful student. so i'm gonna try to keep awake. I'M GONNA SLEEP EARLY TONIGHT. OMG! SOOOO WEIRD
i'm a bit sad cause i didn't get to practise persis like i wanted. mmm. went with yi to get her onitsuka tigers!<3 they're cool so is she. then we ate stuff and went to tuition. YAY I LOVE TUITION. AHAHAHAHAHAHA! and on a side note humans talk was SO DEPRESSING i spent it doing my math.
alright that's it.
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[17 Jan 2006|07:53pm] |
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i see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
as we’re sparkling and twirling in the twilight
and after three long years, i think that we both need this
so we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss
and in case you, and in case you
and in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me
you’re all kinds of beautiful as you end my day
and you sweetly retire as the stars chase you away
and in case you were wondering, you are like a hurricane to me
your violence is beautiful, and your center sweet
now tell me this, do you know how we’d meet?
and in case you were wondering, you are everything to me (to me)
(i didn't expect you on my mind but you are everywhere else so. i guess) band pieces are great but my playing is SHIT boohoohoo. i'm so tired and pissed in school now it's bad bad bad. i like maltesers! YAY! candy! i'm not eating much these days. i feel kind of far away from God.
edit,
DON'T CHEAT MY FEELINGS
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| "the thin line between glamour and shit" |
[16 Jan 2006|07:15pm] |
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still very scared really and my body's terrible right now. headache, fatigue bad hair and disgusting skin colour. i look SALLOW. i desperately need a tan. so today we learnt a lot about war. i ate an entire kitkat chunky that is SO ffffreaky. i'm hoping there'll be better days ahead. last night i was being a wreck, clem cheered me up. (: i love my friends and sisters really really. i bought my diary, it's the same notebook as the other one except red. i'll be fooling around with it later yay. MIRACLE CLAVICLES! lovesit.
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[16 Jan 2006|12:55am] |
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i've got troubles i can't fix. i cried like crazy just now not because of them but because i had so little faith in God that he would provide and take care of me and those things. i'm scared.
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| CHIVALRY IS DEAD |
[15 Jan 2006|08:38pm] |
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today's service was about tithes and offerings and so i gave all my money, cheerfully, which means i am furtherrrr in debt which is damn surreal, and that's the part that bites. so. YEAH! God will provide, mmhm i am trying real hard to have faith. i'm kind of disappointed in myself for being so doubtful.
cuirongpei is in singapore(: sandy is happy(: so we're all doing great. ying and i have been planning lots, talking way too much about the past and future and not giving a damn about the present. it's not healthy. well i love ying anyway cause we are the best! i want a chewy gooey fudgy wudgy brownie, like, nowwwwww. from brownie factory taka. ARGH. it's so damn good. i've been craving it ever since i had it on wednesday.
i really, really, need to go shopping for my formal dinner gown:D we'll be hitting town with our sis this wednesday. YAY, thankyou sis.
and i figured out my favvvourite part of my physical appearance talking to clem last night. when they asked during cell i had no clue. i love my BONES. ribcage, hipbones, CLAVICLES, wrist, etc. yeah i'm freaking myself out too. but the bumps are so surreal.
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[14 Jan 2006|02:24pm] |
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<3mango juice with nata de coco. i'm running out of conditioner, too. this day is bleak. i lost one side of the really sweet earrings justin got me from perth, ): i took it out and put it in my pocket one day out with ying when she said my earrings were too dramatic for my outfit OR SOMETHING and so yeah, there it went, and i guess i dropped it on the street or something. and i lost all my earstuds too, they dropped everywhere, same for earsticks, so i gotta get me some soon.
my sis got her paycheck so she's taking us shopping next week<3 there are a few things to look forward to in the near future, like that and CNY when we can hang out with the cousins and some special people, maria's birthday thing on monday, band with new juniors, mmmmmmm i don't know. almost every night i start feeling cold and empty. but i have a feeling the weather's getting better so maybe i will too.
yesterday's moon was really pretty, in case you didn't notice, so yeah take a look tonight too.(:
& i think everyone knows there is a reason why the words emaciated and emancipated are so similar
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| so much for the city, tell me that you'll dance til the end. |
[13 Jan 2006|10:42pm] |
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God really puts my heart back into the right place(: life is really quite sweet now. band is great fun cause i really love fate and persis and seventh night, etc, TONSSSSSS. bolero is kewl! and offtopic, ying found the bolero last night AT LAST. so yeah, i'm happy. it's nice. i'd really like everyone to be happy too so
YOU ARE DEEPLY LOVED,
FULLY PLEASING,
TOTALLY FORGIVEN,
ACCEPTED
& COMPLETED IN CHRIST.
(:
and you didn't even notice
when the sky turned blue
and you couldn't tell the difference
between me and you
and i nearly didn't notice
the gentlest feeling
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[12 Jan 2006|08:38pm] |
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it's so cold, i want someone to keep me warm. my face scrunches up everytime i think about it.
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[11 Jan 2006|05:19pm] |
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the decemberists, red right ankle
the decemberists, of angels and angles
bruce springsteen, for you
bright eyes, lua
the spill canvas, sunsets and car crashes
the spill canvas, the night will go as follows
the spill canvas, so much
and that's all for now. i'm in a kind of funk, so all i can listen to is sad boy voices and guitar strumming. ying and i had a blast in school/town today, and tomorrow's gonna be even better(: i love sandy! there are too many things to buy, i have no money for my life. while it's the school term i figure i'll shop as much as i can so i won't have to in the holidays. SALES EVERYWHERE. ooooohhh): very sleepy. i've been spending the past few nights up talking to clement/doing work. he's a greatttttt guybestie!<3
today in history, we watched THE LAST SAMURAI. it's really a lovely movie. i can't wait for memoirs of a geisha too! and i MUST watch elizabethtown too. yeah. i can't wait for CNY i can get a lot of things done then. school is really easy right now, so everything's cool! YEAHHHH, i'm gonna go nap now.
i cannot wait for the sun to come out again.
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[10 Jan 2006|03:59pm] |
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I REALLY WANT MY DAD TO GET OFF MY CASE
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